Mists
Mists of the minds eye, keeps us all from seeing the only truth there is — (k) conscience
Mists of the minds eye, keeps us all from seeing the only truth there is — (k) conscience
I slipped off the couch into my dreams last night. I met a strange man who told me I was going to die. Hesitant, feeling death’s chill rattle my teeth, I mustered a ‘But why as a reply’. Before he could answer, the ground beneath me began to crumble. And I tumble, over the ledge as he shouted at me ‘Unless.’ Wait as my entire life was to disintegrate. My arms and feet flailed in haste as I tried to make sense of my fate. I thought I was meant to do great things or is the future as grim as it seems. The reaper was unclear in his shouts, honestly, my fear of falling, drowned him out.
I can see the ever closing ground now.
The word started to come into focus as I silently licked the air of my demise. It never occurred to me that I should’ve cried for my friends, family, people who loved me. Instead, I thought of swaying into the edge of this cliff side and just ending this. ‘Unless’, resonated through my suicidal thoughts. He must’ve meant it as a sign of hope. Will I live until I am gray and old? How long will it take for my mom to cope? I cannot fly but my spirit floats, maybe I can suspend my impending doom if I can solve this riddle soon.
Unless you change your indifferent ways, there is no hope for us. That’s a heavy load to place on one person. Must I lead this revolution? A cause needs to be inspired first. These words will give birth to the thought that will move people to action, but they need more than a reciprocation of ignorance and violence, or they will tear this place apart. And, bloodshed will no longer be on freedom’s head but rained in the name of revenge on the innocent, the guilty, and indifferent.
Control has to pull in the reins. Set fire to their hearts, then ferment the flames.
I saw you
In a lilac grove of streets
Catacomb of buses
Comings and goings
Heres and theres
I thought about you as I paid my fare
Fairly certain of the where I was
And had been
Since you happened
I bare more of
Myself than I care to bear
I saw you
Sitting with kings
In my dreams
Spitting gold, telling them all there is to know
I saw your shadow
Old and gray
Bask in the presence of a thousand laughs
Surrounded by family
I saw you
Seeing me
That shit was deep
Deeper than anything I can conceive
Of accurately without explicative
Nervous, you know
I curse the day I discovered language was not enough
I knew
How to say whatever I wanted in poetry
Then I saw you
Tribute to Trayvon Martin from various Black actors and comedians
Why are you making me think through concrete?
Said the wise man, fool enough to fall in love
Bend into each other
Trees stretching towards the sun
Wanting. That is always and forever.
To be curled up
Fetal
And endlessly warm. Underneath it all
Lies heat
Strong and sweet
Herbed lavender sweat
Sleep.
My black is silent as the core of an iris
is dark as an obsidian gem
My black is night
We move through it with ease
the woman with groceries didn’t hear our paw padded sneakers creep on the concrete behind her
We are hunters
The red heart beat flashes blood as we run, tracking mis-deedful prints
I dodge black bodies swinging in my night
jump fenced hurdles
while some turn and fight
refusing to become the hunted
We unload barks that reach to the moon, resonate through people’s bedrooms, and shatter darkened windows
My claws grip the bricks as I maneuver past them
down an alleyway
into the corner
keeping low
and to the shadows, comfortable like warm pillows
I am a… lone, quiet and antsy
listening to the sound of my night stained by blood and rain
I whimper to mother moon
Save me from this city
She doesn’t hear me?
Return to the prowl hungry
from unanswered howls.
“Thank you Johnathan Larson.”
Another love poem, new point of view.
For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life’s heart.
-excerpt from Kahlil Gibran on Love