The Ceiling

The view swallows me whole

from down here

it’s cold

i look up

into the light

outlining my hands with darkness

as i reach

past my station

and my level

and my class

and my knowing

into tomorrow

pushing a lil further

the sticky bits of yesterday’s dreams

clung to my skin

broken stems of possibilities

scrape and bleed

past more dusty realities

ineffable

straining my arms until they were sore…

further still

Time Has Gone

The time has gone somewhere

yesterday was five years ago

before i knew of you

have you ever seen the silhouette of a skeleton dancing in the moonlight he said

weighted words fluttering

over the shuffling

of broken desks at the rec

Hey, old me

pay attention

this morning the warning bell rang

clanging its announcement that 1st period began

Mrs. Gathers teaches us about Egypt

instead of Shakespeare

& i have the sneaking suspicion

that in a building

of 22 white teachers and a euro-centric curriculum

that she won’t last here

she was gone the next year

Ey, me, youngin

i see you daydreaming about pushing metaphors

around on stage late night

but fight through the heavy laid accent

and listen to the wisdom

 

Yesterday i thought yesterday was all i had

caught up in wishing for the world to end

so i don’t have to reflect on

who i could’ve been

until i told myself stop bitchin

took a good look within

and said its time to woman up

Little girl

i got our dream on my back

manifest destiny ahead

& I’m not prepared to stop

I woke up ready, pissed

at what i have yet to accomplish

grabbed old me by the hand

& hugged her

told her i loved her

but go back to sleep daydreams pepe jeans white tees

I got this

Time’s fast

but I’m faster

I will not rest until my dreams

of tomorrow come crashing

down with waves

of success

 

 

Sonnet 15

When I consider everything that grows
Holds in perfection but a little moment,
That this huge stage presenteth nought but shows
Whereon the stars in secret influence comment;
When I perceive that men as plants increase,
Cheered and check’d even by the selfsame sky,
Vaunt in their youthful sap, at height decrease,
And wear their brave state out of memory;
Then the conceit of this inconstant stay
Sets you most rich in youth before my sight,
Where wasteful Time debateth with Decay
To change your day of youth to sullied night;
And all in war with Time for love of you,
As he takes from you, I engraft you new.
–William Shakespeare