Who Is Not A Stranger Still

Who is not a stranger still

even after making love,

or the even the morning after?

The interlude of sleep again divides

it is clear again where one body

ends and the next begins,

Think to think at each encounter,

we will be strangers still

even after making love

and long conversation,

even after meals and showers

together

and years of touching.

(excerpt from Nikki Giovanni)

Dreamed the tho…

Dreamed the thong of my sandal broke.

Nothing to hold it to my foot.

How shall I walk?

Barefoot?

The sharp stones, the dirt. I would

hobble.

And–

Where was I going?

Where was I going I can’t

go to now, unless hurting?

Where am I standing, if I’m

to stand still now?

The Broken Sandal by Denis Levertov

What more…

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I dream a dream

That will never come true

I hope a hope

That is never done

I hear the words of a song

That is never sung

& every day I die a little more

When my victory can’t be won

What more can I do

Lavender

Bend into each other

Trees stretching towards the sun

Wanting. That is always and forever.

To be curled up

Fetal

And endlessly warm. Underneath it all

Lies heat

Strong and sweet

Herbed lavender sweat

Sleep.

The Intro

The Intro

Hi.

Your name is Chocolate

the sweet underside of your Father’s thighs

the resonant color trapped in his eyes

your his laugh

cradled in a blue blanket

his words etched on the finest parts of your DNA

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Lullabies sung from ancient Sanskrit he sang to you

while you were in the womb

but more importantly

you are everything he’s not

I apologize for the worry lines

that will plague your eyes

From the cries he will not hear

The hugs he’ll miss

Your name is Strong, spirit

that will not be broken

like the canvas on your Father’s stomach

or the pride across his wide back.

Vampires

That smile dreams brightly of the future

You have the audacity to say

we

To boast carelessly of what we’ll have

When you’d give me spit to taste

before your heart’s embrace

There he goes

flying high off himself one minute

Then rips my throat out the next

I want a vampire

at least they don’t hide behind the guise of love

when they decide to bite you