Philly Story #6: People
People don’t always avoid eye contact
They look out
for old neighbors friends
a public reunion on transportation
when a fights breaks out
we all acknowledge each other
stuck in the thick
of the city
together
People don’t always avoid eye contact
They look out
for old neighbors friends
a public reunion on transportation
when a fights breaks out
we all acknowledge each other
stuck in the thick
of the city
together
i will lay here until days become nights becoming days until you smile at me or until cities crumble into seas
Abortions will not let you forget.
You remember the children you got that you did not get,
The damp small pulps with a little or with no hair,
The singers and workers that never handled the air.
You will never neglect or beat
Them, or silence or buy with a sweet.
You will never wind up the sucking-thumb
Or scuttle off ghosts that come.
You will never leave them, controlling your luscious sigh,
Return for a snack of them, with gobbling mother-eye.
I have heard in the voices of the wind the voices of my dim killed children.
I have contracted. I have eased
My dim dears at the breasts they could never suck.
I have said, Sweets, if I sinned, if I seized
Your luck
And your lives from your unfinished reach,
If I stole your births and your names,
Your straight baby tears and your games,
Your stilted or lovely loves, your tumults, your marriages,
aches, and your deaths,
If I poisoned the beginnings of your breaths,
Believe that even in my deliberateness I was not deliberate.
Though why should I whine,
Whine that the crime was other than mine?
Since anyhow you are dead.
Or rather, or instead,
You were never made.
But that too, I am afraid,
Is faulty: oh, what shall I say, how is the truth to be said?
You were born, you had body, you died.
It is just that you never giggled or planned or cried.
Believe me, I loved you all.
Believe me, I knew you, though faintly, and I loved, I
loved you
–Gwendolyn Brooks
Rudy Francisco, through spoken word, opens up about a past relationship.
because of the color of my skin
You are disgusted by my
supposed inferiority
You act like a devil wielding a whip
because of the way I move and think and speak
and sing
No
you hate me
because of my pride
strength to work in the blisterin sun
to take a hit and keep on comin
my ability to capture the rhythm of the beat
to have good times when shit’s all bad
to keep my head up when I should feel sad
because I step like a Queen
even though you beat mock torture and abuse
my body but not my soul
No, tell the truth
you
fear me.
The walls of this house
feel so cold now
The warmth and happiness
held in these
dark colored halls have
been stripped away
like a child peeling a banana
painted over with white
covering and blocking out
making these floors strange to me
everything changed
all old is gone
taking with it my precious memories
The story of us started when a sand dune,
whipped into a feminine shape dreamt of life.
whispered her wish to the wind,
then jumped into the moon spirit.
In 1551, she crept down the mountain into a wolf’s den
and stole the life of a cub.
A boy of small stature
slaughtered the she wolf and ate her spirit.
With it, she and he taught his tribe to walk as animals,
to protect the land from invading devils
Heartbroken, in 1919 when the race riots murdered her sons
she once again shed her skin.
And as a soldier,
she had cried oceans into existence.
The story of us started when a panther,
licking his wounds in the dead of night,
hunting the light,
leapt into the spirit of the sun.
The sun swept across the savannah filling the lifeless limbs of a Baobab tree
363 years he baked in its bark,
before latching on to a passing slave catcher.
In 1879, he was the son of a king who walked like a God,
teaching his warriors to be strong as trees and quick as cats
He was an empress,
and at one time, even balled himself up into sounds and became music.
There we spun
watching the world unfurl through motion and dance
The story of us
our story
has lifetimes.
Spoiled sick by your curdled fingers
your memory lingers
like milk slipping off the back of my mind
like kids and swings in the summertime
Hold fast, your eyes are far away
Listen close, the sounds darkness makes
When the sun slurps sleep from my cheeks
your eyes and mine meet
again
like chocolate red ribbons beckon
pupils open wide to drink your presence
then escape
as day breaks knuckles on night’s secrets.