What more…

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I dream a dream

That will never come true

I hope a hope

That is never done

I hear the words of a song

That is never sung

& every day I die a little more

When my victory can’t be won

What more can I do

Question?

The real question is

Propaganda and lies

Mirror cross burning cries

On the executive Black House lawn

I sip surreptitious agenda in the morning breeze

Ponder the message it brings

Celebrate the death of those long dead

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Congratulate the Head of State

?

Nah

State the nature of these endeavors

Distraction of the masses in the form of resurrection

?

Where are the photos of victims still scraping their lives off the side of the road

Vicious tornadoes

Egyptian foes refuse to let go

Japan’s nuclear blow

Forgotten Haitian and New Orleans homes

Chillean earthquakes in

Backlash of civil wars that riddle the sub-Sahara

The truth slips through the back door along with escaped slaves and hope

I’ll dine with all three

And anticipate

Tomorrow’s already written news report

WMD’s

Kisses my cheek with such harmony

That I can’t speak

Cool and explosive

Licking the hair away from my face

As I grip the steering wheel and steer

Deeper into the rhythm

The sound resonates

Vibrates down my column

I cant think

You touch me and my thoughts strap suicide bombs to their chest

You kiss me

And they sit in the middle of brain,

quietly about to detonate

 

I Saw You

I saw you

In a lilac grove of streets

Catacomb of buses

Comings and goings

Heres and theres

I thought about you as I paid my fare

Fairly certain of the where I was

And had been

Since you happened

I bare more of

Myself than I care to bear

I saw you

Sitting with kings

In my dreams

Spitting gold, telling them all there is to know

I saw your shadow

Old and gray

Bask in the presence of a thousand laughs

Surrounded by family

I saw you

Seeing me

That shit was deep

Deeper than anything I can conceive

Of accurately without explicative

Nervous, you know

I curse the day I discovered language was not enough

 

I knew

How to say whatever I wanted in poetry

Then I saw you

Lavender

Bend into each other

Trees stretching towards the sun

Wanting. That is always and forever.

To be curled up

Fetal

And endlessly warm. Underneath it all

Lies heat

Strong and sweet

Herbed lavender sweat

Sleep.

Hunted

My black is silent as the core of an iris

is dark as an obsidian gem

My black is night

We move through it with ease

the woman with groceries didn’t hear our paw padded sneakers creep on the concrete behind her

We are hunters

The red heart beat flashes blood as we run, tracking mis-deedful prints

I dodge black bodies swinging in my night

jump fenced hurdles

while some turn and fight

refusing to become the hunted

We unload barks that reach to the moon, resonate through people’s bedrooms, and shatter darkened windows

My claws grip the bricks as I maneuver past them

down an alleyway

into the corner

keeping low

and to the shadows, comfortable like warm pillows

I am a… lone, quiet and antsy

listening to the sound of my night stained by blood and rain

I whimper to mother moon

Save me from this city

She doesn’t hear me?

Return to the prowl hungry

from unanswered howls.

Poetry Is

Sepulcher of negative images

And bad ambitions

Shut, locked

And burned

Releasing me from a world

Bent on dragging my

Self-esteem

Over a bed of jagged red, hot nails

A tool for my boundless dreams

Ripped from he seams

Of my imagination

Thrust onto the human race

So they can understand and feel

Liberation

The flow within me

Bled onto the words

Of which I speak

Enticing, spellbinding

Vocabulary

Grinding into the black hole

That is your mind

The sign of eternal literature

Giving a voice to those

Who are afraid to converse

With the devils of the deadly sins

And overcome them

Expelling the snakes with the tongue

For it’s mightier than the sword and gun

Emancipation

Freedom

Publication

Is

Poetry  

Waiting in Vain

I’m torn between holding on and letting go

selfish self-preservation is a main goal

but  I’m scared to receive that one phone call

informing me that she’s gone

missing

one of my sisters, a cousin I haven’t talked to in years

It happened

Not to be nostalgic

but I remember how our ridiculous matching

indian prom dresses caused such a commotion

I found yours in the back of my closet

picture perfect

the anticipation of the high school crew disbanding for college studies

our lives at the tip of a new beginning

Time keeps moving her away, ripped like the pages of our friendship

Guilt motivates the guilty

as she

weighs down steps to purchase dime bags

laced with notoriety

the plight of bouncing through foster homes like basketballs

with substitute parents black as asphalt

Even now I can hear her clattering call

ring through the halls

I’m somewhere between

a past and current status of an aged friendship

tossed by life’s tests

We all need a helping hand

and maybe our paths will converge again

even though I can’t stand in the middle of the road

waiting in vain

for her to come home

The Intro

The Intro

Hi.

Your name is Chocolate

the sweet underside of your Father’s thighs

the resonant color trapped in his eyes

your his laugh

cradled in a blue blanket

his words etched on the finest parts of your DNA

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Lullabies sung from ancient Sanskrit he sang to you

while you were in the womb

but more importantly

you are everything he’s not

I apologize for the worry lines

that will plague your eyes

From the cries he will not hear

The hugs he’ll miss

Your name is Strong, spirit

that will not be broken

like the canvas on your Father’s stomach

or the pride across his wide back.