Arthur Ridgewood,M.D.

He debated whether

as a poet

to have dreams and beans

or as a physician

have a long car and caviar.

Dividing his time between both

he died from a nervous breakdown

caused by worry

from rejection slips

and final notices from the Finance company.

–Frank Marshall Davis

 

Him

emery and aloneHim

american woman you’re no good for me

chemical jacoa beans

whispers to me

my cheeks sanguine into a hot headed red

sometimes

i wish i were dead

but here i am living

and on the verge

all I can think of is his last words

playing in his hair while he tries

to write a new poem

to me

Ancestors

Why are our ancestors

always kings and princes

and never the common people?

Was the Old Country a democracy

where every man was a king?

Or did the slave-catchers

steal only the aristocrats

and leave the fieldhands

laborers

street cleaners

garbage collectors

dish washers

cooks

and maids

behind?

My own ancestor

(research reveals)

was a swineherd

who tended the pigs

in the Royal Pigstye

and slept in the mud

among the hogs.

Yet I’m as proud of him

as of any king or prince

dreamed up in fantasies

of bygone glory.

–Dudley Randall

The Mother

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Abortions will not let you forget.

You remember the children you got that you did not get,

The damp small pulps with a little or with no hair,

The singers and workers that never handled the air.

You will never neglect or beat

Them, or silence or buy with a sweet.

You will never wind up the sucking-thumb

Or scuttle off ghosts that come.

You will never leave them, controlling your luscious sigh,

Return for a snack of them, with gobbling mother-eye.

I have heard in the voices of the wind the voices of my dim killed children.

I have contracted. I have eased

My dim dears at the breasts they could never suck.

I have said, Sweets, if I sinned, if I seized

Your luck

And your lives from your unfinished reach,

If I stole your births and your names,

Your straight baby tears and your games,

Your stilted or lovely loves, your tumults, your marriages,

                aches, and your deaths,

If I poisoned the beginnings of your breaths,

Believe that even in my deliberateness I was not deliberate.

Though why should I whine,

Whine that the crime was other than mine?

Since anyhow you are dead.

Or rather, or instead,

You were never made.

But that too, I am afraid,

Is faulty: oh, what shall I say, how is the truth to be said?

You were born, you had body, you died.

It is just that you never giggled or planned or cried.

Believe me, I loved you all.

Believe me, I knew you, though faintly, and I loved, I

                loved you

–Gwendolyn Brooks

No

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because of the color of my skin

You are disgusted by my

supposed inferiority

You act like a devil wielding a whip

because of the way I move and think and speak

and sing

No

you hate me

because of my pride

strength to work in the blisterin sun

to take a hit and keep on comin

my ability to capture the rhythm of the beat

to have good times when shit’s all bad

to keep my head up when I should feel sad

because I step like a Queen

even though you beat mock torture and abuse

my body but not my soul

No, tell the truth

you

fear me.

Memories

The walls of this house

feel so cold now

The warmth and happiness

held in these

dark colored halls have

been stripped away

like a child peeling a banana

painted over with white

covering and blocking out

making these floors strange to me

everything changed

all old is gone

taking with it my precious memories