A Wasp Woman Visits a Black Junkie in Prison
there’s no holding a rolling stone
greatness looms
liveliness
take a challenge
and feel alive
‘Mahogany L. Browne is a poet and author coordinating the Women of the World Poetry Slam at New York’s Pratt Institute. She gives her Brief But Spectacular take on “Black Girl Magic” and the struggles facing African-American women in modern society’.
I hear her running at break neck speed
over mountains and cliffs
praying the wind will catch her wings
spread eagle
as flying Africans
no constraints up here
no heavy palmed emotions to hold me
no responsibility to weigh me
no time to track me
no more voices in my inner ear
The wind’s so thick
that I can only hear the music
my breathe humming
syncing with my heartbeat
up here
all concepts and constructs are a myth
among cumulus clouds
I wait with patience
why worry of tomorrow
with wrinkles from the past
head pounding
heart racing
sweating happiness and pain
fear and joy
hollow rage
clump within, pits of writhing emotion
I stabbed my shoulder to flick the chip out
the remnants dissipate into the blood stream
what is normal
what is today
the present’s absence boils the curd to the surface
I wear the feelings on my skin to keep the secret
I scrub them off every morning
watch them clog the drain
time whips
demands attention in all directions
like erections in sleep
work fades, a monotonous track on repeat
deep introspection
leaves me wallowing inside
replaying lucid memories and poetry
while the world moves around me
I’m never awake
I never left the theater
the lights are all dimmed
there’s popcorn at my feet next to the sticky candy treats
I’ve been watching this movie for two decades
hoping the heroine will change
rearrange the free floating feelings flowing through
her veins, heroin
misplaced purpose
I scream, don’t just lay there at the screen
unball your fist
dismantle that smile
save yourself from the sins of your fathers
Check out this music video by Saul Williams performing The Noise Came From Here.
the faces speak
the rain pours
i climbed in back and imagine i know where i am going
but acknowledge knowing is arbitrary
i am not driving